it might just all be a facade

Friday, October 19, 2007;

♥ 10/19/2007 05:30:00 AM

Did you ever
Lose yourself to get what you want
Did you ever
Get on a ride and wanna get off
Did you ever
Push away the ones you should've held close>>

Im sleepy. Really really sleepy. ):
School's draggy yet short today.
We only had lessons til chinese class, which is around 1pm. Then the first group went for their op presentation, my group was the sit-in grroup. After the first group presented, our butts kind of decided to linger around for awhile more.
Therefore, we ~~pon~~missed out the rest of the lesson for the rest of the day. :D
BUT RIGHT, my group only started presenting at 4plus. =l And we stayed back for bryan's group presentation.
Haha! I kind of enjoy presenting. (: Yknow, the feeling of standing in front of a ~~crowd~~ small group of friends, and just presenting or rattle something.
Reminds me of myself standing in front of the unit, and talkin some discipline-admin matters or just having discipline talk/scolding. :D Haha, miss those times! Workin hand in hand with my dearest exco/ncos, going thru every programme making sure that everything's alright, keeping track of time to make sure that we're on time for the next event, runing around the school during camps to make sure everything's fine, wearing the tag thats reads 'discipline ic/day officer' and having so much responsibilities lie on your shoulder. (:
Was having a short talk bout uniform groups with bryan chuang on wed, after school. Interesting talk. (:
So anyways, something in random. ZHEWEN IS SO FREAKING CUTE :D He brought along this ancient pointer, and used it during his presentation. Haha! ky huixin huiyee and i were trying hard not to laugh out loud. And benja's presentation's so interesting and comical and fun! :D Hahaha, ky and i tried so so so hard to control our laughter. :D
Dude, ive such interesting classmates.
They are the ones who make leaving the class so hard.. =l

My daddy just made me a cup of lemon + honey. Tastes quite weird. =l The lemon-ice tastes kind of bitter, and the organic honey tastes funny.
Yeah, my daddy went kind of mad over organic stuff recently. Organic vinegar, organic fruit juice, organic vegetable, organic blahblahs.
Okay, i should be grateful. Just dont try that 'celerey + tomato + orange + ice' fruit juice again. Really. I'd rather go jump, i swear.

Ive gotta finish my bio tut and chem tut. ):
But im really sleepy!
I have the urge to just skip school tmr. (:

How many of you out there wish you have what it takes to control your emotions?
If you wish so, BREATHE.
See! Everyone says yes.
Well well, how i wish all of us could do so too!
Then we wont have to be bothered bout us feeling this way or that way, cos we know we can control them.
Like after exams, and when the not-so-good results slips come back. You control your emotions and you wont feel sad.
Like when someone praises you in ront of everyone else, you're elated yet doesnt want everyone to know it. You control your emotions and hence, jumps in your own heart.
Like when you feel for this certain someone, but jolly well knows that youe not allowed to. You control your emotions. Put an immediate halt to this rebellious feelings of yours, and pfft! Problem solved.
HA! YOU JUST DREAM ON MAN. WHERE GOT SO EASY? ):

&maybe things will be fine after awhile.